secret.

there's a secret beneath the pocket
that no one has noticed

there's a secret quietly lied underneath my pocket
u should have noticed, you should have noticed

there's a secret hiding from me underneath my pocket
i should have found it ,i should have found it

there's a secret

that is forgotten on a corner which has been forgotten.

i should have remembered, i should have remembered...

tomorow is the day when i'll wake up without remembering that i've been coughing for 3 months.

tomorrow will be the day i wake up without remembering that i've been coughing for 3 months

no more sore and itchy throat
no more red colored pills and sickening cough syrup
and no more restriction to my food intake

i'll sing aloud
i'll eat my favorite burgers and fried chickens more than i've ever ate
i'll recall how bad my cough had been
and even write a story for it

yeah, im still coughing now
but i know im recovering
after tonight, everything will be back to the way i want again
this will be the last day, the last night

i gulp down the last drop of my cough syrup before i go to bed
knowing i wouldn't need it again

and tell my self
tomorrow is the day when ill wake up without coughing for the first time in 3 months.

runaway.

i wanna runaway
to a place so far away
to a place ive never been to
to a place where there's no annoying parking ticket queue
and the seduction of fast food that is killing me and my friends slowly
and mobile ring tone that always seem to be ringing in my head

i just wanna runaway from the reality sometimes so cruel
temporary leaving everything behind without being accuse of irresponsibility
understand that im not avoiding from things that i have to face and dont want to face
i just want to live ahead of time,
leaving the present behind before it catch me up from the back again

i wanna run away
without thinking much about the unforeseen consequences that might arise

i wanna runaway
knowing that ill eventually returning back to the starting point

i wanna runaway
without turning back again.