Sunday, March 17, 2013

untitled.


second song of the year. darkest of all.
双人床的温度
只能待到日出
你暂时在谁的被里居住

日落有回头路
枯叶都有归宿
怜悯我没为爱受过苦

眼睁睁看着别人幸福
幸福在不远处 不远处 好模糊

找不到的幸福
总是那么难的幸福
付出换回来的那些礼物
走得太仓促

得不到的幸福
那个不存在的幸福
为什么总有另一个女人
比我快一步

不是我太盲目
而是无可去处
你说无所谓 至少可以一起哭

我找不到幸福
那么难的幸福
付出换回来的那些礼物
走得太仓促

得不到的幸福
那个不存在的幸福
为什么总有另一个女人
比我更幸福
我服输

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Here I am.

Here i am.

Sitting in an air-conditioned room that i can call my own.
frown hanging on my face that it can call its own.

im not the most productive person in the world,
i spend the last 40 minutes reading my blog back to 2007
thats when i decided to write this down,
i almost forgotten how to do it,
there's some point in life that u wouldnt want to spend another minute reading crap.
i am glad that i have not reached that point.

Here i am,
i got a little bigger, i ate recklessly and work out vigorously whenever i feel like i needed to.
i got a little happier, with a job i can fall in love with
i got a little older, at least i tried to act like one because i had to.

reading back those words i laid down 5 years ago,
i was smitten by those sweet words that was meant for other people,
i was touched by my own sensitivity to my own emotions.
i was frightened by the cynical melancholy expression that i once had.
for a moment, i felt like i was a world of person all in one.

Here i am,
living with the other person inside me,
that person is a friend, who taps me in the shoulder and remind me to pick up the guitar once in a while.
that person is an enemy, slaps me on the face with reality no matter i needed it or not
that person is a stranger, i have to recall strenuously to remember details about this man.


Here i am.
feet on the ground.

Monday, December 31, 2012

LOVE定义


music&lyrics : dcdarren
Love 这奇妙的东西
你要我给定义
一个大男孩 要我怎么说明
Love 应该是很甜蜜
有时让人着急
 只要爱上了 你就会懂

Love是冰箱的那张纸条
也是睡前的那声晚安

Love 是打从心里 没什么道理
为他忙碌一整天 还是很开心
 Love温暖你的心 却触不可及
只要你放慢脚步 就会看得清

Love 其实没有定义
也无法把它定型
你若失去了 你就会懂那是

Love是每个细节有人照料
也是你无止境的捞滔

Love 打从我心里 没什么道理
为他忙碌一整天 还是很开心
 Love温暖你的心 却触不可及
只要你

放慢脚步 
睁开眼睛 
张开双手

它就会靠近

Sunday, September 02, 2012

情史



过去是张纸 曾写过的 许多
谁给的承诺 印在角落

你是现在的你 有谁需要感激 (我该不该感激)
说绝口不提 却有在意 (虽然不曾提 我还是在意)

熟悉的街口 是否曾有他陪着你走 (是哪个他陪着你走)
停止了问候 偶尔会想起的朋友 (就算再次相逢 也不会问候的朋友)

你爱过谁和谁我都不想要知道
而你和他曾经多苦多煎熬
我们之间 没有愧疚 没有保留 却不想回首

我爱过谁和谁你也不需要知道
而你和我才是现在最重要的人
我们之间的情史
就让他随风而逝

我们都没错
深刻一回就多一本小说
但寂寞的时候 他是否回来过?

Friday, August 19, 2011

the shadows of our shadows.

One day,
our shadows decided to part
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we both cried,
and it was all emotional.
-
but
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the shadows of our shadows
forgot to bring each other home.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

DGND.

written with love : dcdarren

She’s not the prettiest lady on the block

Not that kind you’d spot on tv shows

But she’s that kind of girl

That’ll put on lil spell

On every guy, and im one of those guy

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She doesn’t have the perfect pair of eyes

But god knows why that they electrify

And when she smiles

I taste a piece of summer’s cloud

They taste so fine, so fine

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But she’s not really the kind, not really the type

That makes you fall at first sight

Definitely my type, I just wanna make her mine

Tho she is never by my side

She stays as close as in my mind

There’s no one else but her

my dream girl next door

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She’s not the kindest girl that you can find

She craves for beer on every Friday night

But I know she’ll be so busy saving lives, if she could

I know that she would

-

I’d do anything, and everything to get a lil closer to her

I never thought id come this near

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Defintely the kind, exactly the type

I want to spend my life with. ;__)

Saturday, May 14, 2011

maybe it is true.

maybe it is true that we are all lacking of something
that is why we are generally unhappy.
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simplicity is not as easy as it sounds,
you come to life with nothing,
yet life comes to you with baggages.
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you swear you have tried hard enough,
but it seems like nothing is good enough
at least contentment isn't.
-
i climbed to the top of of the tallest tower in the city.
and broke down in despair
wanting to touch the sky.
-
-
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maybe it is true that we are all lacking of something

Thursday, May 05, 2011

爱你就像。。。

This tune will always remind me how simple love used to be.



demo词曲编唱:Dcdarren

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自从那一天 偶然的相遇

你让我体会 什么叫甜蜜

轻轻的触碰 也会心跳地

就是这种 天真 无邪 Feeling

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记得那一天 我遇见了你

就是喜欢你害羞的表情

多看我一秒也会脸红的

就是那种纯白色的欢喜

-

偏偏你就不一样

(惜惜我从不偷懒)

终结我所有烦恼

暗地里我偷偷大声唱

-

爱你就像 实现所有梦想

那种感觉就像 走在无人大街上

爱你就像 一段音乐不停在播放

就是那么简单的浪漫

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只要在一起 去哪儿都开心

7-11真的没关系

到海滩走一会儿 会不会太晚

真的 很想 和你 看看 夕阳

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就请你原谅我天生俱来的不解浪漫

就算嘴硬像卡车般 心肝软得像小绵羊

如果有一条船 让我飞到天上

带你 环游 世界 一趟 又怎样

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偏偏你就不一样

(挥挥手都很漂亮)

化解我所有烦恼

暗地里我偷偷大声唱

-

爱你就像 实现所有梦想

那种感觉就像 走在无人大街上

爱你就像 一段音乐不停在播放

就是那么简单的浪漫

顺其自然 没有方向

OH ~奢侈地品尝这浪漫

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爱你就像 带上翅膀飞翔

只要你的脸庞我能静静地欣赏

想你就像 万里长城那么地漫长

你就是在身旁的天堂

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-

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and probably i will never write the same again.

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

natural curiosity.

im inspired
by the smallest thing
-
-
whenever
-
rain drops hit my body after a long, hot day
i see smiles
the song on the radio is singing about myself
-
i believe,
as long as my curiosity for this universe exists,
inspiration will flow endlessly like a stream

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

the child.

you're struggling to cope with your job, desperately wanting to shine
you're in your midlife crisis, battling depression
you're living your old life, waiting for the day to come
-
how about the child in you?
the infant that is sleeping peacefully in that quiet little corner that you have forgotten
attached only to the caregiver
fed with the simplest food
and love is the only thing he'll ever need
-
we want to go back,
to the time when absurdity is tolerable
to the time when the term worries are not known to us
to the time when we have nothing
yet the world loves us for who we are.
-
-
hello,
-
the child in you, will never get old...


and she's beautiful :)

Monday, January 24, 2011

headphones down.

It takes some courage to take the headphones down

everytime the song starts playing
it never fails to touch all the right spots
and then wet the edge of my emotion

the serenading voice of yours
every carefully picked lyrics concisely pierced through my thoughts
the goosebumps from every beautiful notes
and how emotion breaks out turbulently when the song reaches its climax
ended with tones that kill softly.

the world is way too wild
i want to live in headphones forever.

Thursday, January 06, 2011

gustosos and con do lore.

she listened to countless songs,
she has sang the gustosos and con do lore
but lives alone humbly in a little town

she has gone through heart breaks
fell in love over and over again
but only through pages of words

she could hold the world tight enough with her arms
and could look back at the end of the day and say
"this is all i want.."

we might not have many stories to tell,
we might not experienced enough for happiness to dwell
but we want to savor every little things the heart has once felt.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

知音

词曲:dcdarren

夜深人静 只听见自己的声音

关了灯空荡的房间里

吵杂的寂静

曾迷失自己 人海中要往哪去

受委屈 伤心

却没人为我指引

想听你的声音

仿佛有种让我安定的魔力

你说的一字一句 都是最动听

听着你的声音

那一种能让我澎湃的频率

心跳的动力

让我做你 生命中的知音

人间无情

耳机里却有温馨

再黑的夜里 都不怕寂寞来袭

是你给了我指引

人来人往太拥挤

没人打开耳朵倾听

只要我听懂 你的倾诉就行

Thursday, December 16, 2010

给不了

词:循宇 曲:dcdarren


曾以为 闭上眼 就再不会用悲伤字眼

曾以为 去绽放 微弱地去想温馨时光

一片幻生的惆怅

散场没人在身旁

无声的 残喘地 我困在我心脏

你给不了我想要的

我走不出属于他的

他离不开他占据的心坎

要叫我能怎样爱你呢

-

你解不了我背负的

感情总是难分难舍

自己爱得狂热 谁说不值得

要怎样爱你呢

-

剧场讽刺的歌唱

散场没人在身旁

无声的 残喘地 刺痛我心脏

-

我倒流的交集

渗入搁浅的怀疑

无法呼吸 那么容易

我困在他 的世界里

-

你给不了我想要的

我走不出属于他的

他离不开他占据的心坎

要叫我能怎样爱你呢

-

你解不了我背负的

感情总是难分难舍

自己爱得多深刻 你却是过客

我还能爱你么

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还以为 闭上眼 就再不会用悲伤字眼

Thursday, November 25, 2010

lightyear away.

you live in a world which moves around the orbit
sunrise in the morning and moonlight in the dark.
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i live in a little planet outside your galaxy
the only predictable is unpredictability
-
where love grows on trees,
and the river flows memories.
i never know how to lay my feet
because i never experienced gravity
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there is no history
no myth
and no God to believe in
as we wouldn't need any.
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would you come with me
even if its merely because of curiosity
we dont need a spaceship
all we need is a release
-
one million lightyear is a split second away.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

高攀不起

词曲 dcdarren


你 有最亮的眼睛

无懈可击

在你的眼里 我却只是透明

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你 有最善良的心

却没对我同情

在你的心里 我毫无一席容身之地

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命运让我遇见你

却不让我走近

我们之间的距离

像天堂和地狱

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你 我遥不可及

你 让目光交集

用尽力 想靠近你

让我继续沉溺于幻想你

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你 我高攀不起

你 美得太迷离

追逐你的人海里

而我凭什么要 你关心

-

你 若掉进了河里

你 那些fans

会奋不顾身地

甘为你赔了命 我相信

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我站在队伍的后半截

(拿不到号码牌 拿不到号码牌)

我用我的永远

换你一个哈欠