not too much of urself.

I liked the moment when im alone,
but no , not too much
I have to learn to live with others
the world is too small for this type of people.

i liked to wander in the art museum
let the colours nuture my soul
but no, no too much
im in business field, not art.

I need music to give me warmth
to be my blanket when im cold
to be my direction when im lost
but no, not too much
i have to be independant.

Id like to be a traveller
not a business man, not an aviator, not a star
and go to places where no one had been to
but no, not too much,
the world is far too cruel to live my dream.

i liked myself
but no, not too much
i believe no one in this world
could be himself, could live herself
coz it's never enough to be urself.



never enough.

p/s: before the day i prove myself wrong, i have to continue to pretend myself to be somebody else.

remember valentine's day.

valentine's day is coming
cupid wanders around
may lovers stay in the river of love
and loners fall in it
lover's christmas on the 14th of feb
let love falls like november's snow
let love be the sweater of lovers

valentine's day is coming
where are the roses belonged to me
love letters sent by heaven's name
leave it on my doorside
before the sweet day is over

remember valentine's day
a day to mourn for love which havent find its way
understand that
there's too many lovers' still apart from each other
a day to be loved,
to give
and to love the one beside you


p/s:sometimes i secretly hope that every lovers will receive a heart-shaped card from heaven

as a prove that he/she had been in love this valentine.