where are we going from here?

drift and sail

a voyage without destination

do you call that a thrill?

or a surge of uncertainty

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we brought the map and the navigator

we studied the knots and different types of wind that might come upon

we knew well that we're going to get there someday

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but

where are we going from here?

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follow the stars and the ocean swells

pray to god.

growing old.

if you had to pick an age to be for your whole life,

knowing that you would just stay that age and never grow older,

what age would you pick?

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would you pick 4,

so the only thing you have to worry about is how to get your mum's attention

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would you pick 12,

to experience falling in love for the first time again

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would you pick 18,

so that you can live in your own world and persue your own crazy dreams, forever

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would you pick 22,

so that you would always be able to sneak a couple of minutes off work to read a friend's blog?

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how about 30,

so that you can always tell everyone that you're only 30, and doesn't want to get married yet

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would you pick, any number,

understand that you wont be able to grow old with your loved ones...?

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i think i'd just succumb to the nature.

a sudden downpour.

a sudden downpour,
who forgot their umbrella?
but who could ever predict the weather so unpredictable

so they forgot their umbrella.
leaving their mood soaking wet

in a sudden downpour.

i still havent found what im looking for ii.

Things that i planned to buy

1. GPS Navigator.

2. face moisturizer.

3. wrinkle free slacks.

4. multi-vitamins.

5. wireless broadband.

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Things that ive lost recently

1. time with the guitar

2. my old leather shoe

3. my old voice.

4. Faith in close ones

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Things that i accidentally got

1. kensington's wireless high definition laser mouse

2. a job - first salary and industry knowledge

3. post-card and letters from friends

4. lesson on how fast people could change their mind.

5. pressure from work (that lasted for approximately 6 hours and 44 minutes)

6. Lucky.

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Things that im still looking for

1. t-shirt with the word DC.

2. A place to sing, and get paid for that

3. Direction in the city

4. Personal space.

5. inspiration to write, anything, just anything.

6. My direction.

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i did this one year ago, i have to check with myself again. everyhting remained the same, so many wants and needs, so few were fullfilled, and we keep losing things that are (un)important to us along the way.

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we're still the same,in some way. but at the same time i feel lucky and grateful for those things that came my way.

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i hereby invite you to do a spotcheck on yourself, have you found what you were looking for?

10,000.

To everyone reading this.

Scroll to the top of the page, see if you're the 10,000th visitor.

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drop me a message

winner is entitled to _________________

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an empty promise.

i.magination.

i'm a person with great imagination,

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i can put myself in any situation that i had never been to

which means that my writing might not be made up from what i experienced

that is almost equaled to = i made things up.

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if your imagination do runs wild once in a while

mine would be free fall from the sky and roller coaster ride

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imagine everyone has the same face, then we'll have to distinguish them by their voice tone, human would be more sensitive by then

imagine those people run naked on the street with tattoo of my name on their back, why are they running?

imagine the earth loses its gravity and everyone start falling leftwards, i can hold on to the traffic- light-pole on the sideway

imagine all of us without the sense of imagination, we would have to watch a video to picture what i just said. who's gonna make that video?

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how to imagine us losing the sense of imagination?

you can do that by imaginating yourself stop imaginating you imaginating imagination.

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i'm a person with great imagination, i imagined.

mirrors.

i like mirrors, since dont know when,
it fullfills my narcissism, and completes me.
im goin to spend 1/12 of my life looking in the mirror.
i need to know myself.

i hate mirrors, they are liars.
arent the darren i see in mirror,
supposed to be the darren you see with your eyes?
i need to know what you see.

thats not the way,

but

too bad,
mirror's all i got.