the net.

as we're busy with our own life
chasing the train
checking work-related emails
trying to fall asleep

do they ever crossed your mind,
they,
the few most important people in your life
if you had a list,
those whom will definitely make it into top 100,
in a ocean of his and hers, you and them.

it is indeed a luxury,
to be able to stay connected thru the net.
at least you can pretend that you're catching up time to time,
and assumes that,

they're fine.

happy birthday.

the clock hits 00:00

you're reading the first message that missed the right time and came in 40 seconds earlier

before you can start thinking about what to reply

your phone beeps for the second time

and the next time you know, it rang, and your best friend called.

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its your birthday

-

and you feel so important,

you have been a very important person im sure.

-

do you reply one by one, personally ?

template makes the thank yous easier

but is there anyway

to make them feel that they're as important as you are, to them?

-

i'd rather go for a belated wish,

just to stand out from the crowd.

i am a book.

as i age,
i get to see my self better

despite looking into the mirror much lesser than i used to.
from bird's view, 360' view, to a back view.

-

i was a narcissist

up until vanity turned its back on me

and there was a point when

i need to find ways not to loathe the shell god has given me.

-

i was told a thousand times the cliche we shouldnt judge a book by its cover

this is why sometimes i am so upset that my soul is not justified by the cover

who in this world is naive enough not to pick a lavish outer layer

if they were given a choice?

-

outer look has always been a precious commodity;

still is;

and always will be.

-

i believe there's a distance between outer look and the soul

and they're moving towards each other unhurried

it takes time

for both to meet

-

in the middle.

欠扁

词曲dcdarren
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我们打打闹闹
说过多少狠话
可是我都知道
是你的撒娇
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那凌乱的睡房
墙角那根长发
其实你都知道
是我变心了
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我总说 你想 太多
我没有错 你却无赖我
什么谎话我都说过
被你说穿还不认错
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欠扁的是我 从来没有爱你那么多
承诺只说却没有做
情话说太多
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欠扁的是我 如果认错不够袮补我的罪过
就让我
离开你是惩罚我
最残酷的结果
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如果能摧毁我
你是否忍心动手
好过给我
冷战的落寞

oh life.

Sorry for my absence, my imaginary readers.

im on the edge of 23 year old,

with a career to to fight for, dreams to chase after, and a young torso to look after.

if you wonder hows life for me,

i would say its like,

its like,

a cup of coffee,

decaf coffee, low sugar.

a lilttle bitterness, unquestionable healthy,

plus the portion of sweetness everyone deserves.

hello adulthood =]