break the glass.

i can hear the heart cracking

on the verge of breaking in to pieces

no wait, it is not gonna break,

i know, it will not shatter.

just cracks.

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after the years of moulding injection and processing,

it has become more than a usual glass

polish it, heat the surface up,

the scratches and cracks would be gone.

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it is just another crack afterall...

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it must be made in polymenthyl methacrylate

the noise of silence.

alone in a crowded room,
busy schedules, people passing by, and life
deafened my already insensitive ear
i shed all the other senses and put my heart to listen
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to the noise of silence.
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like a-million-people crowd
like the wrathful sea
like a stagnant traffic
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quitely screaming to breakthru from silence.

indifferent difference.

how ironic it is

that everyone wants to be unique, different,and distinguished from everyone else

but at the same time

how many times were there

when we tried so hard, so hard to fit into everyone else

by trying to be the same.

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you left your stamps in the store room, once the love of ur life

you are using a designer handbag, that you couldnt afford

you studied business, knowing that what you want is paint on canvass, not business letters

you ordered plain water, when all you crave for is a piece of cheesecake

you put on a smile, on a moody day

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i couldnt remember how much ive shed

just to whittle my trueself away

in order to stay in the sphere of social norms.

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do i have a choice?

the frog.

#example 1
i think i simply hated song producing
come to think about it, each and everytime i done producing my song
the stronger feeling is always "relieve", topped off "satisfaction".

i came across this behavior called the frog syndrom
where we tend to behave the according the the pre-defined roles
the roles that the society, or the people around has imposed on you.

it is how you know you will fail the math test because everyone else knows you cant count
it is why you blushes everytime you talk to girls because you're the infamous shy guy
it is why i feel like i was born to write song because darren is a song writer

sticking to the predefined roles is always easier than making a bold change, we all tend to succumb to the law of consistency. the terrifying truth is you could have been someone else.

my resolution for my 24th year is to break through all the perceptions and roles and frames that you've given me.
if i could prove my hypotesis,
i might be a completely different person, or maybe not.


what is the role the society has given you?