standard time.

before 3 o'clock, afternoon
its time for breakfast
and ur greetings is my breakfast

without mom's cooking.
after 12 o'clock, midnite
its time for sleepless nite
or i'd say,
im not sure whther im awake or asleep.
-ure my supper for sleepless night.


i cannt see anething
its only you
everytime i close my eyes
night turns into day
the closer i get to u,
the clearer i see the distance between us
sometimes i feel safe
another minute i feel insecure
before we have enough space to communicate
u may not understand this language of mine.
i may not understand ur little hints.



before we're together.
i'll give u some time
to get use to my time.
before we hold each other's hand
do give me some time
to get use to ur time. : )

have the postman delivered my love?

the soul is who you are
when u strip away
the body
the mind
and heart

we're not perfect,
we come with baggage
u may not look the way i thought u'd look
u may have flaws that i dont like it very much
but when our souls are together
u're somehow perfect for me.

waiting for you,
its so special
its a decision made in our hearts
that sometimes feels as it were made in heaven

waiting for you,
if the love passes the test of time,
then it's real.



i knoe it's real.


p/s: have the postman delivered my love ?

fireworks display in mitc.

I wrote a song for you
the night was so beautiful
the moonlight was just too sparkling,
the fireworks appeared at the perfect moment
and i just can't stop this melody
playing inside my head.

Missing you,
it's like a drug formed inside my body
cruises thru every single vessels in my body
penetrates thru the thick thick heart of mine
Finally,
the chemistry turned into melody
every changes of rhythm signifies your uncertainties
every whisper of lyrics express my feeling towards you
every pitches of note cries my distance from you

i just have to write a song for you
the night's too beautiful
the star's too sparkling
the firework makes everything perfect
and i just cant figure out how to stop this melody
from playing inside my head

so,
i wrote it down
i wrote a song for you,

for you.

sleepless night.

when you are extremely exhausted and tired

after the long day is over

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the feeling come to you

when u dont need it the most

when u desperately need some sleep

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it stay on the bedside, all night long.

and refuse to go away.

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p/s:

havent i told you, how much i

only in my dreams, i

u have killed me.

i wish i wouldnt have to take all this responsibility
can't you just be stronger for all your needs?
cause you're like a baby sitting on the ground
and crying for someone to come to ease your bleed

But I say you'll see,
i'd make you see
every detail of this damning life
I still can see,I still can feel
but all the words just make me wanna cry


and I cannot buy you a future
i cannot give you the answer
i cannot be ur savior

i cant save myself either...

je t'aime

if only i can read your mind,
i wouldnt have to wonder if ure thinking of me, or not.
if only i can read your mind,
u wouldnt have to cry alone in the night. heart broken.
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no..
even if i can read your mind
but i cant win back ur soul. uve given it to someone else.
even if i can read ur mind
can i ever accept the fact that u r letting me go ?
even if i can read ur mind
will i ever know where your heart wants to go?
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i'd rather let u read mine
so that u'll see what's inside.
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over the distance.

have u ever?
there's once in ur life,
just once, when u can see lights shining from heaven
when the distance between u and her is so far away

*but across the room
u can feel that the movement of her necklace locket
is perfectly same as the rhythm of ur breathing

u knoe she's watching u,
with the eyes of her heart
u knoe if u both were to write a love story of ur own
they wont be any forewords,
u knoe she wants u
u knoe if there wasnt so many things to care for
u both are willing to give up just anything
and everything
to be together

but at last u still have to bite ur lips,
and wait for the right time to come.

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p/s : i.........