Sunday, April 15, 2007

the stage, not my own.

Have i told u, that audiences are performers too?
now ive made it to the stage
but still,
once an audience, always an audience
people asked me to concentrate on stage
but i always tend to do stupid little things

one of them is the sudden urge to focus on some audience

no, not pretty faces,i just focused on what they do
carefully listening to me,
or pretending to listen with arms crossed
or some who dont even care,
and those who do talking to the mobile phone all night long.

everything little things suddenly become so clear
too clearly seen for me to concentrate on myself

until the day i master the ability to watch each and everyone under the stage
while playing guitar,
and singing out loud,
while trying to remember words in lyrics that me myself dont undetstand
while thinking of other stupid little things

forgive me for not concentrating in being the me on stage
im still learning.

do u even care what i mumbled on stage?
no, me myself dont care either.

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