slim.

what are the chances of bumping into someone somewhereelse
in this small small world?

chances are slim,
slimmer than paper and thinner than air
but it always happened.

all the time.


why?

anyway.

Anyway,
i shouldnt have start a paragraph this way,
but it doesn't matter anyway
and i could easily end this with anyway, anyway.

waltz of eruption.

i have warned my self over and over again,
that this thing, something might explode
if i still not let it out

but who says that i know the whats the maximum capacity?
179 tracks
humming and mumbling
that has yet turned into masterpieces.

let me out,
give me a pen and paper
let me out,
bring my guitar and recorder


before i erupt with broken tunes.

badly lucky.

bad things stopped happened to me
after a strings of unfortunate events
i lost my way in the city
i wasted so much times waiting
i was soaked in pressure
and the insides of the pau spilled all over my shirt.

its over!

luck will eventually fall on me again isn't it ?

i have always been a lucky guy,
just because bad luck chose to come at once shot.


today, the first good thing happened to me,
and i'm oh so positive on weeks to come.



im a lucky asshole.

Bye bye,

written by : dc ,ivan
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要等的车开走了
落单了留我一个
its okay
告诉自己会回来的
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你开口说要走了
你怎么那么舍得
oh baby
我想你不会再回来了
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怎么了 怎么了 你变了
怎么了 我票都买了
我们的。

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爱已不在 就沉默离开
我明白 或许应该看开
永远的车辆 来不及上
只是留下遗憾
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你早已离开 我还在徘徊
不明白 你或许不回来
握不住的爱 我不勉强
至少能调头来 说byebye

i'm not kelvin.

my name is not kelvin.
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how did you feel the moment when you decided to call me kelvin? was that out of impulse and reflexes?
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my mum and aunt nearly named me anthony 14 years ago.
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how did you feel the moment when you can see from my face that you might got the wrong name? might not.
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there were times that i hated my name, but she said that she could guess my name's darren just by looking at me from the first sight.
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how did you feel the moment when you realized you should called me darren instead of kelvin?
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"i'm darren, im not kelvin"

spinning.

the fan has no reason to stop spinning,

the clock has no reason to stop spinning clockwise,too.

my mind was wandering nearby and it almost stopped spinning

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so many little things are spinning all the time

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in this stagnant afternoon.

tag.

how good if there were tags on every object we see,

like a sandwich is a sandwich.

by then we would know even a sandwich does not look like a sandwich.

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how good if there were tags with some details on every object we see,

like a sandwich, a garden sandwich with raw lettuces and tomatoes with smokey tuna and thousand island

so we wouldn't have to guess what's inside of it.

and the fact that we wouldn't be able to see.

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What would be your tag.
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we need a big tag.
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we're complicated.