just a dream.

i dreamed of death again.
a friend of mine passed away in the long long dream
in a short short sleep.

it was so real that i can still feel the pain now
wait, who said it was real? it wasn't...

i forced myself awake,petrified,to realize that it was just a dream
and to feel relieved that my friend is still alive
and a little sense of guilt for not waiting till the end of the dream
to see what would happen next.

what would be the ending of the story?
i want to see things that i never want to face in reality.
but the fact is i'm not even brave enough to do so in my dream.




ha, thank god, she's still alive. :)