mind.

My psychology class isnt as intresting as i thought it would be.

psychology studies gave me an "magical" impression since i was just a kid. i always wanted to study psychology and be a psychologist. i want to be like some mind reading psycho freak who can really freak ppl out with the ability. like David Blaine.

now the dream seems to fade away because of what im experiencing here in my psychology class.

what i had in mind about psychology:
1. how to distinguish fake and genuine smile. (basic)
2. understand why teens like to watch the OC.
3. mind reading, like i can know someone is thinking of an ice cream or cake just by looking in their eyes. (higher level)
4. how to tell if someone is in love with you simply by observing their movement. (intermediate)
5. if u blink ur eye for more than 26 times in a minute, ure most probably telling a lie.

what i am studying in my psychology class now:
1. human body.
2. diffrent types of perception
3. function of the brain
4. endocrine system
5. major sense, eyesight, hearing, Gustation (taste) etc

i mean, this is kinda intresting, but its boring .(?) i understand it's a basic of studying human being, like if u wanna go diving , first u have to know how to wear all those equipment rite?. and too bad, i got hard time wearing those equiptment. maybe i'll die in the suit even before i got into the water.

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if only i can read your mind,

i wouldnt have to wonder if ure thinking of me, or not.

if only i can read your mind,

u wouldnt have to cry alone in the night. heart broken.

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no..

even if i can read your mind

but i cant win back ur soul. uve given it to him.

even if i can read ur mind

can i ever accept the fact that u never loved me?

even if i can read ur mind

will i ever know where your heart wants to go?

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i'd rather let u read mine

so that u'll see what's inside.

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-mind is just a portion of you.

it's not everything.-

November 30 2005