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can i give my body and soul to two different ppl ?

if the soul have to touch the other souls over and over again to understand its perfect mate

y cant the body continue to search for its other half ?

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do u understand?

do you understand that ive understood

when ure not by my side,

i can imagine that ure just right here beside me

the feeling is so real, i can even touch and feel you

ure so close to me, cz ur soul is with me
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but sometimes when ure with me,

our souls can be so tensed up, and even frozen in ice,

or lingering somewhere else,with someone else

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arent body and soul are meant to be, are supposed to be together ?

how could you broke it into two?

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i'll be waiting for the day when they find each other again.

i still havent found what im looking for.

things i planned to buy
1. Guess watch
2. mp3 player with built-in voice recorder
3. a digital camera

things ive lost recently
1. rm900
2. brown RL t-shirt
3. faith in strangers

things ive get accidentally
1. wooden acoustic guitar
2. lost wallet
3. phone call from a long lost friend
4. paulo coelho - eleven minutes
5. a warning - look deceived everyone else

things im still looking for
1. a light blue tee written number 10
2. ticket to watch a movie
3. idea of baby names (male)
4. time to finish some books
5. reason to love unconditionally

the english teacher and the boy in the maths class.

the boy gave his everything in the maths test
but the english teacher,
who knoes nothingNOTHING bout the boy, who knoes nothing bout algebra
asked the maths teacher to fail the boy.
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she wasnt there when the boy confesses his story,his will and his dream

she'll never see how much effort the boy has put into maths
she forgotten that no one in this world understand the boy better than the maths teacher.

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just because she FELT that the boy' wasnt concentrating in class..
the boy SHOULDN'T continue.
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she dont know its not easy to be the boy

she dont know the boy prayed everynite.

and the numbers wouldnt go away from his mind

even after he turned off the lights before he goes to bed.

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hope she'll understand that little things might change the fate of the boy.
who knoes the boy might be the next Einstein.

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he will. :)

look deceives. deceived everyone else..

the staircase of my apartment.

the elevator was out of service
so i used the stairs
the stairs where we used to step on once upon a time
every steps i take
still reminds me of you
the reason why u take the stairs even the elavator is functioning
the staircase lights tat flickers in that night

and the staircase which seemed too narrow for us to walk together

still reminds me,

of us.
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im back to the staircase again
i want to count every steps i took
i swear i knew what im doing

but the journey seems too long for me to remember all the little reasons that brought me here.
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the staircase in my apartment

it's only 4th floor
but why
it felt like it'll never end
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sometimes it's like a never ending staircase
i dont know when i'll reach the place i wanted to go
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one step, two steps, three steps..
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and still going..

Lost & found.

The wallet left behind,
it took me too long to find u missing
away from me , where else could u be ?
lying on the street, not knowing wat to do
still waiting for me to come back to you
or in someone else's pocket?
i begin to panic,
why,
only when ure gone.
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wallet left behind,
i found it in the other corner of my world
and i took it home again
"phew.." i realived.. "now ure back to me again"
i promise that i'll never let u go again, no.
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but i was being naive
i should have realise things will never be the same again
no matter how i look at you,
the pocket seems wrinkled no matter from which angle
the colour seems faded away
and
ur heart is missing...
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i wanna patch things back
want you to come with me like what we did before
wanna replace the bank notes with new one
and act like nothing's happened
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but why i couldnt understand,
that things will never be the same again?
at least, there will always be a big hole in my bank account.
why i couldnt see
you will never be the same again.
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lost and found,
who's the bastard who stole ur heart?
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the wallet once left behind carelessly,
now u're still with me,

i should be happy.
but things will never be the same again.
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never

over and over again.

if there's one day

i have to gohav to gohave to go

wouldnt have to live in your uncertainties

i'll still be singing

missing you, missing you, missing you.

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i could just let it gole t it go l etit go

but everytime when u call when u cal l whenu cal

i just cant hold the urge to say missing youmisisng uoy missing you

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i'll set u free,altho i cant understand.

i'll give u the keys

to come back to me, or walk out the door, or come back again

knowing tat i'll reserve my everythingevthing everyhting

for youfor u4 you.

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if there's one day when im goneim gone ima gon e

u'll be singing

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missingyou missing youu,missing you.

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i repeat over and over again

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missing you, missing you, missing you.............................................

Frozen.

The sun never turns up today
the bird lost its way back
the clock on my table is ticking
but why the sky outside my window isnt changing
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-passion makes everything stop
my time is frozen since i last heard from you
u know a single trace or news from you
would melt everything back in places
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i'll be waiting,
until the moonlight dries up the melting frozen heart.

a movie date.

a date for movie

it's the only thing of the day i can look foward to

it doesnt matter.

whter its a million dollar production

or its just an odd film

under the dimmed lights

infront of the giant screen

why

ure the one ive been watching throughout the hours

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everylittle things u do distract me from the movie

even its giggles, or cough or a smile on ur face

can be nicer to watch than any of the scene playing in the room

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*I only want to concentrate

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in you.

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ive seen alot movie stars on the screen

but why

for the very moment,

none of them is better looking

than the one sitting right beside me now

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when a friend asked me about the story line,

i dont think i can even tell them what ive watched

coz the reason im on a movie date

is not the movie :p

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its you.

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*they wouldnt understand why.

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a date for movie

seems like its the only tommorow i can look foward to

next time when we're on a date for movie

would you let me noe

whether im the only one distracted?

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would you?