my room is cleaner than yours.

Some people like to bring me down

starts with different stupid reason why im single

(that's the prime reason me and blake start blogging,

to express our anger towards those who likes to bring ppl down )

continue with my too-laid-back attitude,

and even end with im a person with no personality

and many many other small little stupid things.

who can tell me what ppl mean when they say u got no personality?

yea, i'd just say,

they dont know me at all.

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i got an ocean here.

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gotta admit i hate to hear those words spoken,

it's like u got no where to hide when ure naked in the public

especially when some fuckers reveal ur weakness in front of everyone.

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it hurts like spades slicing thru ur heart.

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sigh,

i guess the only thing i can do is to tell myself

that criticism and negative words is only

the vibration of the voice box and windpipe in ur throat

and then

it transformed into an uncomfortable bed

get use to it

or find another person who can give u a comfort one!

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dont tell me what i have to do.

i do what i like and i like what i do

and i definitely know what im doing now.

whether it's right or wrong for you.

dont teach me how to live

coz it's not for you.

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always,

it's impossible to keep everyone around you happy,

but at least,

i kept myself feeling this way.

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i know where im heading to.

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p/s : my room is now cleaner than urs. :p